sundae

 

i wish everything is in the same circumstance but with a different person..

or should it rather be a wish that it’s the same person, in a different circumstance?

 

 

ligaw tingin

idle and bored time, and im watching little dreamers in abs-cbn… na-LSS ako sa song na ito ng isang kid 

cute song

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ligaw tingin by Smokey Mountain

Ba’t di mo pansin Ang aking damdamin
Bakit puro sulyap ka at Laging ligaw tingin
Sa aki’y lumapit Nang aking maring
Tinig mong sa puso ay Tila isang awit

- chorus -

Nais ko lang malaman
Meron ka bang kailangan?
Nais mo bang ako para Sayo’y kaibigan lang
*Sana ang ‘yong damdamin
Ay di ganon sa akin
Pangarap ka bawat saglit
Ng puso’t damdamin

 

Didn’t Know I Was Looking for Love

LSS kanina pa.. kelangan i-blog

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I Didn’t Know I Was Looking for Love  by Everything but the Girl

I was alone thinking I was just fine
I wasn’t looking for anyone to be mine
I thought love was just a fabrication
A train that wouldn’t stop at my station
Home, alone, that was my consignment
Solitary confinement
So when we met I was skirting around you
I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you

I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you, honey
I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you, baby
Didn’t know I was looking for love
Didn’t know I was looking for love

Cause there you stood and I would
Oh I wonder could I say how I felt
And not be misunderstood
A thousand stars came into my system
I never knew how much I had missed them
Slap on the map of my heart you landed

I was coy but you made me candid
And now the planets circle around you
I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you

I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you, baby
I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you, baby
Didn’t know I was looking for love
Didn’t know I was looking for love

So we built from here with love the foundation
In a world of tears, one consolation
Now you’re here, there’s a full brass band
Playing in me like a wonderland
And if you left I would be two-foot small
And every tear would be a waterfall
Soundless, boundless, I surround you
I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you

I just didn’t know

I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you
I didn’t know I was looking for love (I just didn’t know)
Until I found you
I didn’t know I was looking for love (Oh, I just didn’t know)
Didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you, baby
I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you
I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you, baby
Didn’t know I was looking for love
Didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you, baby

I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you
I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you
Didn’t know I was looking for love
Didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you
I didn’t know I was looking for love
Until I found you..

 

falling in love again

 

been a while time since i last heard this–one of my favorites during college days. so i got one of the lines as my YM status: “What you are in love with, what seizes your imagination, will affect everything.” 

As expected, mejo madami nagtanong–at iisa ang tanong nila hehe.. am i in love? who are you in love with?

the answer is yes i think im falling love (whew buti na lang! im still capable of loving haha)…. but wait, it’s not exactly what you think

i was actually surprised when Christian ym’d me this afternoon, at sa unang pagkakataon may nakakaalam kung ano at kung san ko nakuha ang status ko. nakakatuwa, he correctly completed the rest of the lines of my status here it is:

Nothing is more practical than finding God, that is, than falling in love in a quite absolute, final way.

What you are in love with, what seizes your imagination, will affect everything.

It will decide what will get you out of bed in the morning, what you do with your evenings, how you spend your weekends, what you read, who you know, what breaks your heart, and what amazes you with joy and gratitude.

Fall in love, stay in love, and it will decide everything.  –Pedro Arrupe, S.J.

 

im glad i’m in love

 

whatdaheck

whatda?!??

ok, just borrowed that expression from elvin’s ym status, as it perfectly describes my day. and now, im just too awake to sleep. di ako makatulog, e for sure wala naman nag-iisip saken hahaha. maybe too many thoughts keep me from my most precious sleep.

[sad] i worked out and finalized today Charity’s transfer with mgt, buti pumayag naman agad. im just too affected. maybe, growing is really just letting go *sigh* i’ll miss the kulitan and non-sense moments that keep me sane especially when stress level is very high. *sniff*

[sad] heard recently also that elvin will not be interfacing with us anymore in very near future. isa pa to e one of those non-CPG people that is juk-default –> default lapitan, kulitin at kulitin sa nsd <– both work-related (project man nya o hindi, basta di ko alam haha), or non-work (anything means kahit ano,  like kung gaano ka-gwapo si Piolo, na tinatawag nyang Piolita hehe). one of those rare people that could really make me smile or laugh even in my most buraot days. *sniff again*

[very sad] that i have not talked to Sunday for quiet some time now sa mga ganitong panahon, kelangan ko ata ng magpapa-ismayl at makakapagpatawa saken, e kaso… ayaw naman ako kausapin ng mokong na yun. HMP. HMPP talaga. Wag kang magpakita saken, subukan mo lang. Nakuuuu.

[irritated and sad] i’m NOT just agreeable DEFINITELY, ABSOLUTELY with something i cannot write here. sorry, work topic. whatever happened to carreer path? whatdaheck!!

[raised eyebows] with just the thought of ‘bibo-ness’ all over the place, and favorites. sorry, but again –> whatdaheck!

[bothered] na merong email na kumakalat with the news of possible earthquake in the very near future. ok lang sana kung email lang, but to experience two ‘tremors’ within the week already (one last sunday, another one this morning) is kinda scary :/ ano naman gagawin ko when the time comes, when at home at 11th floor, when at the office im at 31st floor. wahh puro buildings all over.

[eager] sa TCP this friday. sana friday na. sana friday na.

it was one heck of a day, hehehe.

kulang lang ata ng Coke ang araw ko. i’ll buy 2 cans tomorrow, at pipilitin ko rin si trish mag chocolate cake.

sounds better

 

and again.. atenean

 

my blog is colored green all over (yep, it’s one of my favorite, sooothing to the eyes)..but this time, font will be blue. haha. yes, ateneo won against la salle on their first match in the UAAP. wohooo!

i dont know why, but over and over again, i find myself proud whenever ateneo wins against la salle. haha. yep, just a game.

i guess you would try to ‘understand’ (deep inside iniisip nyo ang babaw–this whatever ’school rivalry’ im talking about)… but i know fellow ateneans, and even my friends from la salle, understand how it feels and what it feels being an atenean during these times of the UAPP

hehe hopelessly diehard.

one big fight!

 

i will be here?

 

warning: very mushy post below. please don’t proceed reading if in bad mood, hehe.

tomorrow, ill be back in my cube. need to do a lot of catching up.. work mostly.

yesterday, i was online for the first time since i got sick, and i was surprised to see an offline message from Jacob, ofcmate from another department. wala lang, i was sincerely touched by the message (kahit mejo brutal ang pgkakasabi), i knew he just wants to check on me: ‘buhay ka pa ba?‘  syempre ang babaw ko, natuwa na ako sa mga ganun hehe. wasnt expecting other people to care, more than those whom i see everyday and whom i expect to look for me.

honestly, mejo nagtatampo ako. mejo lang naman haha. i’ll take this valid opportunity para maglambing. maybe i expected (or maybe, i assumed) that people i am with everyday would take the little effort of looking for me (kahit text man lang) kung buhay pa ba ako at bat nawawala na ako ng two days. maybe most of them are busy. onga. most of the time, people are too busy to notice. fact of life nowadays

but i do appreciate very very much those who were “around”. sa mga nag check saken kung buhay pa ba ako hehe. si sheryl, offered pa to go with me to the hospital even during ofc hours. thanks she sa mga nagtanong kung nakakakain na ba ako (i lost 5lbs for not being able to eat), at sa mga nagtanong kase may kelangan saken (haha mejo madami-dami ito, yung tipong tinatanong ako ng charging scheme, o di kaya ng SCP address, o kaya ng front-end testing ng nsd sa cabanatuan, habang hilong-hilo ako sa makati med haha).

maybe friends cannot really be there for you always, round the clock… very contrary to the friendship cliche, ‘i will be here’.

on second thought, there suddenly appears those random acts of friendship– a text, a ym message, a call, a plain ‘where-are-you?’. 

for all those, i appreciate it a lot :) whether anyone agrees with me or not, sometimes it’s not just the antibiotics and anti-fever that makes a sick person well… it always come with a LOT of care from one’s family (mwuah mwuah luv you)  and friends’ thoughtful bugging that i should get well soon 

 

ER aftermath

it’s just past midnight and i just came back from makati med emergency room.

i wasnt really feeling well with my fever and ear inflammation, and i’d want to be confined in the hospital (aside from the pain and the fever, i was nagfi-feeling kawawa the whole day being alone and sick here at the condo).

at the ER, doctor-friend Ivy personaly attended to me, and advised me to return tomorrow to see the specialist. no need to confine. e gusto ko pa naman sana becuase i cant sleept and eat properly becuase of the pain

and so im back here in my room, and couldnt sleep (i think i overslept the whole day due to fever), hoping that soon i’ll be back to work

this is one of those times that i just wish im with my family, or i do have someone special around. 

being sick and being alone altogether is not much of a good combination :’(

happy thoughts please..  

 

 

IDD Promo Rate and Lechon

I knew Marketing would be treating the team for being able to meet the deadline for IDD Promo. Eating, of course, is one of the things that keep me moving these past few days, and I was just really happy to hear about it.

And surprise, it’s lechon! =) Isang buo, hehe.

First-time did Marketing ever did that. Sa dami ng mga promos na nagdaan, sa lahat ng teams na gumawa, IDD Promo Team got lechon. Wehehe. Parang kung anong celebration, nagulat ang lahat. At eto pa, when I entered [in the conference room where the lechon was there waiting to be eaten], a group manager wants to see me personally to thank the team for pushing the project despite tight deadline.  Syempre sinabi nya sa harap ng ibang tao, diba? Gusto ko na lang matunaw kasama ng mga taba ng lechon, nakakahiya. Hehe. Di ako sanay ng ganito.

It was a hype I think. All other promos that were worked on by the team deserve a lechon (and Coke!), add to that a whole chocolate cake. Nagkataon lang, this was a bit high profile project, and the timelines were almost impossible (add to that the fact na sa Paranaque kami nag test—NAWALA AKO sa Sucat Exit…I’ll never forget that hehe). Just when I thought that we’re working on with nothing really significant, something will happen that will me feel I’m still exerting effort, and means, I’m still alive. Hehe.

On second thought, I’m hoping those people celebrating (sincerely or not) on IDD Promo project completion, recognize all of the team’s efforts itself (exerted for the project), and not just the success of the efforts. Otherwise, we could have gotten soap suds instead of lechon, if it didn’t turned out OK.

I knew madaming kasunod na projects. But for now, happy to eat, and basta happy =)

I’ll post the Print Ad in my blog later on =)

 

best wishes =)

it was a normal tuesday morning, but instead of going to the office, I went to Binangonan Municipal Hall for the civil wedding of a very dear friend. Hayyy, I cant spill the news! But she would be really surprising everybody when she comes back wearing a wedding ring. I can’t post the pictures here either, dahil mabubuking sya =) wahhhh announce mo na!

i was happy this month, ngayon lang ako walang pupuntahang wedding (tama na! haha)… but one day, this friend of mine announced her VERY SOON wedding, as in next week na daw, with only 6 people na nakakaalam sa paligid namin. Nope, she’s not pregnant. It’s just that they wanted to get married haha.

It was my first time to attend a civil wedding. Ganun pala yun, in a snap kasal ka na, walang urungan. Very practical way to tie the knot.

To my friend, I couldnt wait na i-announce mo na, ang hirap magtago ha! Excited na ako ikwento ang story e haha–kung paano mo ko ginulat hahaha.

Best wishes, you deserve to be happy! Just when we thought we would be singletons forever…ayan hindi ka lang nagka-bf, kinasal ka pa!